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i'll just let out ask you what are your

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opinions on those who do claim

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that you guys were being used as some

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sort of experiment

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man i'll tell you

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it puts me in a dark place it really

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does

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because i don't want to think that

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but it's hard it's hard not to think

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that

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when you look back at the timeline and

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there was like a communication like i

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said

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you know lack of equipment that's that's

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no problem you know

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this is how it was

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not having one working camera out there

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that's suspect

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your job for security you're supposed to

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have some type of thing but

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there's all these questions me and my

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guys who worked out there we all kind of

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joked around about that we're just lab

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rats out here we joked around about that

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but we never thought it was real

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but i will say in 2019 i met a scientist

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and that you went to basin and the first

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three things he said to me

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and this is in early 2019

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but the first thing he said to me was

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did i know about radiation out here on

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the property in utah in the basin and

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i'm like what

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no

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and then the last thing he said to me

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and when he said this my heart sunk into

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my stomach he said

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you know how does it feel to know you're

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possibly a guinea pig in all this

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and i remember saying

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if that's true i don't feel very good

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about it

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and then

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at that time my whole mind flipped

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upside down

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i'm like what the

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then like all these memories started

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coming back and um

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i don't know it's i'm still left you

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know for i'll be honest with you ryan

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this whole thing about me even coming

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out publicly in 2019

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was probably never supposed to happen

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um but

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i have questions that need answering and

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i feel like every single time i open up

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a door to or every time i close the door

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two more open up

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and it just blows my mind it really does

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because i've served honorably for this

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country i've done

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i've i've sacrificed everything and

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especially for the ranch i have i

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sacrificed but my family has sacrificed

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and

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i don't i don't know what to say really

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it really uh i don't have a lot of words